Give Love And Live

  There is love in the heart of every human being

A need in every soul for the closeness shared by two

For the warmth of a smile and tender touch

And for the words, “I love you”, so very much

Yet there are so many of us who fail to see through

To the deep true feelings of someone who is blue

We will put up our fronts and our guards to our hearts

To hide our pains and feelings from our serious counterparts

Why can’t we all see that there is love to be shared

Why didn’t we show them how much we really cared

Who cares about the past

The hurt and the pain

Let us stand up

Love, laugh and truly live again

We are all here for a purpose and we are not here alone

Let us love all we can before we are gone

I will forgive all the people as long as I live

For I am going to love, laugh and I am going to give!

Robin R. Robbins

11/23/83

Good-bye Little Sharon – In Loving Memory of Sharon L. Wood

 

Looking back

I remember

The way you fell in love so easily

As you tried so hard to fit in

The sweet innocent smiles you gave to anyone who passed your way

 

I remember sitting in your basement

For hours listening to “One Tin Soldier” over and over again

As you spoke of your latest heart throb

 

Nothing was as precious as your happy outlook

Each time your world began to fall apart

I remember many tears from the pretty girl with the beautiful long golden hair

As you begged me and my family to adopt you

 

I remember the hours you would spend talking about your boyfriend

And the tears, as you spoke of your mother’s death and how much you missed her

I remember going roller skating every Friday and Saturday night

So much laughter and fun whenever we were together

 

But most of all, I remember you;

Sharon Wood

The tiny, athletic, sweet little lady, with the sparkling eyes, shiny long blond hair

The bubbly spirit, with a zest for life and the great outdoors, always laughing and smiling

Giving to others your optimism – despite your agony

 

We laughed, we cried, we shared

Many, many secrets, and we parted

You were the only person that I shared my poetry with for years

You always believed in me

The years between high school and our reunion two years ago;

I missed you

I wanted to call you

So many times

 

We spent one last day together, Sunday August 20th 1989 at our 10 year class reunion

Oh – it was so good to see you !

I had no way of knowing, that I would see you again only in eternity

I still have the little stuffed Dumbo elephant you gave me in Junior High School

Thank you for the beautiful memories – my dear sweet friend!

I will miss you more now than I ever did before

I love you

 

RRR

8/17/91

(Taken from the Book “A Little Bit of Me” by Robin R. Robbins – published 1991, released privately)

 DEDICATED TO SHARON L. WOOD, A VERY SPECIAL FRIEND WHO DIED

AUGUST 10, 1991, AS SHE WAS TRYING TO LEARN TO DRIVE A STICK-SHIFT

WHILE CAMPING AT NACHES WASHINGTON;  SHE PANICKED, LOST CONTROL

OF THE CAR AND WENT OVER AN EMBANKMENT. 

GOOD-BYE MY VERY DEAR FRIEND.

SHARON WAS THE ONE WHO ENCOURAGED ME TO CONTINUE WRITING

POETRY AND BEGGED ME TO SHARE IT WITH OTHERS – OVER SEVENTEEN YEARS AGO.  SHE

PASSED AWAY BEFORE THE BOOK WAS THROUGH IT’S FINAL EDITING STAGES, THEREFORE,

SHE NEVER KNEW THAT MY POETRY WAS BEING PUBLISHED – FOR ALL TO READ.

I Give You My Love by Robin R. Robbins

 I give you my love

So that you may overcome

I give you my love

So that you may never be lonely

I give you my love

So that you may always have a friend

I give you my love

So that you may walk in peace

I give you my love

Unconditionally

Today

And

Forever

With true compassion

Understanding

And

Patience

I give you my love

Totally

So that every day of your life

No matter where you go

What you see

Or who you are with

You will know without a doubt

That I truly

Love you

I give you all I have

In all warmth

I give you all my love

Robin R. Robbins

6/22/93

God Bless You by Robin R. Robbins

To the father

Who must watch his son

Suffer in pain

As this life ends and the new is begun

 

To the mother

Who must hold her baby

As the cries tear her heart out

She must be the strong lady

 

To each one on this earth

Who must stay behind

And hold the hand of their child

With a strength so strong, somehow they find

 

To the wife of the husband

A love strong and true

She must now say “good-bye”

Twas not another woman, but God who took him from you

 

To the husband of the wife

Who brought his children into this world

As she now slips away

He holds tight to his baby girl

 

To each brother and sister

Who lost one another

In a life of sin or drugs

Somehow they slipped away from each other

 

For every parent God appoints

As each one of you must cry

For the loss of God’s Loan

As our little children die

 

Be they young or old

Doesn’t matter in that way

They will always be our babies

Until our dying day

 

We raise them in the best we know

We hold tight to them in our heart

Though we know what God has said

As they leave it tears our world apart

 

No matter how we reason

No matter the strength God gives

Tis still so very hard you see

To give them back to God and live

 

We do not understand why they left us

We do not why we’re the one left here

We know only that we surely miss them

As they slip away through our tears

 

To all who know these feelings

To each who sees one fall

God Bless you and keep you in His care

God Bless you one and all

 

Robin R. Robbins

1/17/96

A Candle For Curtis

 

I carry a candle

In my heart for you

I keep it lit day and night

I keep it lit in all I say and do

 

I carry a candle for your love

Your smile I miss so much

I carry a candle in my heart

For your daughters who miss your touch

 

I carry a candle

I keep it burning bright

I think of you every day when I wake

And before I sleep

I pray for you each night

 

I carry a candle in my heart

For all the time that past us by

I keep it bright for joy

When thinking of you I cry

 

My candle is a light of love

That has been there for you since the day you were born

My candle keeps on burning

Yet even though today I mourn

 

I carry every memory of you

That I can recall

I carry only tender love for you

No matter what may befall

 

I carry a candle in my heart for you

I hear you when you’re near

I’ll always carry a candle in my heart for you Curtis

And in the light I’ll keep you here

 

I smile when I remember

How we laughed and teased and played

From the day you were born

To the day before you went away

 

Oh my little baby brother

If only you had known how much we love you so

If only there had been someone there for you

Perhaps God wouldn’t have made you go

 

Nevertheless

My candle shall ever burn so bright

For you will live forever

In my heart and in it’s light

 

Robin R. Robbins

10/9/96

In loving memory of Curtis Scott Robbins: June 23, 1964 – April 11, 1995

The Rollercoaster Of Life

Up one hill

Down another

Face flat in the dirt

Stand up and run again

 

Up another hill

Halfway down the other

Bump into someone else

Pick them up

Go around

On the run again

 

Halfway up a bigger hill

Stop and smell the roses

Fall asleep

Wake up drained

Crawl to your feet

And run again

 

Round a corner

Hit a wall

Cry for hours

Dry the tears

Share your love

On the run again

 

Downward fast another hill

See someone hurt at the bottom

Rush to help them

Help them smile

Start and run again

 

Up another hill

Round another corner

Always on the run

Until He takes our breath away

To take us to that peaceful place

Where we long to be

 

No more hills

                No more tears

No more pain

Peace at last

Resting in his arms

Forever

 

 

RRR

5/15/91

Miracles

You say there are no miracles

You tell me not to pray

You don’t believe in God

Or that he is here today

 

I tell you look again my friend

Look hard and really see

There are many miracles happening today

God is very near you and me

 

The car that rolls several times

As it is crushed to cold flat steel

And the one who crawls out without a scratch

I tell you GOD IS REAL!

 

The one who wants to take their own life

They cannot go on today

Somehow the plan fails

And then they find a way

 

You say there are no angels

They surely can’t be real

What about the car that missed you

And the peace you suddenly feel?

 

You tell me that the Bible is just a book

And Jesus only history

I tell you that HE is real

And you better look and see

 

When you stop and listen long enough

You will KNOW the things I say

Are not just “fate” happenings

For Jesus lives today!!!

 

RRR

4/26/91

Thank Him Too

It wasn’t always easy to go the extra mile

To hold your hand or hug you

Or wear for you a smile

 

Through nights of tears, to stay awake, sometimes seemed so hard

To sort through troubles inch by inch

Seemed more like yards and yards

 

But Jesus said, “Hang in there Robin, I need you to obey,

Give this one my love

For she needs you much today.

 

I will be there too, and together we will teach

Then I have others for you to love

And many goals for you to reach.”

 

“Ok Lord”, I said through tears my own, “but I am lonely too”

“Do for these”, he replied with a hug

“Then I shall do for you.”

 

So I stood up tall and took his hand, I said, “ok Lord – let’s go”

We marched together day by day

Little did you know

 

As I had all the answers to your problems and they faded away fast

It was really He who guided me

And threw your troubles past

 

For I know not what the future holds in store for me you see

My problems seem so great sometimes

I think, “where can He be?”

 

But I know because I love you in my heart and always will

That He will always guide me inch by inch

Or hill by hill

 

He told me not to judge you, or so I would be judged

So instead I truly loved you

As up your hills we trudged

 

I tried not to give opinions that would lead you to dismay

But asked Him to answer through me

And help me lead the way

 

As you thank me for all the things that I have done for you

I would like to ask only one thing

Please thank Jesus too.

RRR

 4/2/91

Blessed Am I

No, I’ve never had to go hungry

Or sleep out in the cold

I’ve no relatives dying, at present, of AIDS

Or because they are old

I’ve never gone without clothing

A blanket or a bed

And I’ve never been without friendship

Or a shoulder for my head

 

A marriage of great turmoil

Broken bones and heartfelt pain

Seemed hard enough to bear

When I faced my hardest rain

I felt I’d been deceived

So to God I heavily wept

Over all my trials and suffering

And my monetary debts

 

If only I had seen how truly

Blessed I have been

For there are so many greater sufferings

That I must take to him

He’s opened up my eyes to see

The poor and hungry dying

It’s now for them I feel

And for them I do my crying

 

Some know him, some do not

But for all of them I pray

That somehow he will use me

To brighten up their days

There is AIDS there is HUNGER

There are CHILDREN WITHOUT HOMES

There are ADDICTS there are PRISONS

And STREETS where the LONELY roam

 

So when you cannot pay your bills

And your lover lets you down

When you feel you can go no further

Just take a look around

Stop judging others long enough

To truly LOVE and CARE

For by the grace of God, it’s them

Instead of you that’s there

 

Then thank your Heavenly Father

Get on your knees and pray

That he will use you too

To help another find the way!

RRR

3/17/91

 

A Smile For You

Here I go again I say

Writing another poem today

But this poem is different and true

Cause this is gonna be for you

You look so sad today and I’m not sure why

But I sure hope you do not cry

You know you really should be glad

Things are not really all that bad

You could have been born with just one arm

Or born a pig up on a farm

So don’t just sit there looking glum

People are gonna think you are dumb

Now I know this didn’t start out right

But lets be friends and try not to fight

You have got lots to be thankful for

So quit trying to close the door

That is all I am going to say to you

So come on get happy

Don’t be blue!

SMILE

 RRR

1974

 

Note: Found in the “lost writings”.  Written to Sharon Wood in order to try

to cheer her up on a bad day.  There was a very large

“smiley-face” across the page.